Honestly...Im reluctant to type in here anymore...Because I find myself suddenly feeling uncomfortable sharing online...
Im here however because Im on the verge of losing my mind....Im angry, anxious......I dunno what to do.....
Its so ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If anybody can read my mind now, its gonna be nothing but a fluent page of vulgarities...
Firstly, my school mail has been soo fcuked up......Its been showing me the message that I've exceeded my storage limit.. But hello, i've deleted ALOT of mails that im sure I have kept it to the minimum...What more do u fcuking want?
Secondly, it could be my sim card, it could be my phone.....something went wrong somehow and I've officially lost all contact numbers on 25th Oct 2009. Like wth?????????????
I was just telling my poly friends that I've never deleted any contact in my list before...and this has to happen?
Thirdly, I feel im losing control of my health.....Some might heard of my condition...but there's more to it...meaning, im facing more than 1 health condition.....Ever heard of vertigo?
So far, It has striked twice....I never had in my life.....and when I had it the first time...I vomited like crazy...It was so bad, I was bed ridden....I feel I was better off dead.........
Last week, I had the 2nd vertigo attack....I felt weak and I missed Mon's guest lect...I called 1 of my frens hoping she could help me tape down.....but I didn't managed to get her....I missed a very important lect and Im still feeling sore about it......
Right now, health is not the main issue...cause its still bearable? What irritated me the most is my bloody school email...I've sent out numerous important emails and waiting for replies...God knows if I've missed out any of them...Right now, I can only wait for tml before approaching the school IT administator for help..
And im sorry that I've to type this in such a manner...but I felt really upset previously...Like nothing's going on smoothly...Even my phone's playing prank on me....I know I'll be totally fine...in 2010...
4.27am on a nice Thursday night.
Feel like bitch slapping some spree organisers. Wth? so dao? Email them nicely and ended getting some crap reply.
There's one spree organiser who is worst of the lot, story goes:
1) I joined a spree to get a particular top from US, paid in full to the organiser
2) 2 days later, That particular design goes on a 50% sale (tmd W$#^%EGE% stab stab stab)
3) 2 days later received email from organiser that she just placed order
4) Confused me thinking, if she just made order, was I in time for the discount? If I am, she should refund me huh?
5) Emailed PLUS posted query on spree page but no reply!
Till now,
6) Blogging and yet disturbed that that bugger might wanna swallow my money quietly.
well...What can I do? When will I ever be motivated enough to try applying to be an official organiser myself?
Ever since internship ended, i've been in a constant nua mode most of the time. Dont get me wrong, Im not complaining...lol...
And I've bought ALOT of stuffs enough...Like almost 1 month's salary gone. In addition, Im choosing an auspicious date to get my new phone.
Key points (cause im freaking lazy to type in para anymore):
a)I feel I've put on quite abit of weight this holiday..its saddening!
b) 2 elders in my family just passed away on consecutive days
c) Hightlight of the month is that I've watched a play! Its called "own time own target" Its freaking funny, then again, will talk more about it when blogger allows the upload of visuals
d) Durian craving yet again, talk about weight gain
e) Need more ktv sessions, the last 1 I had was with the intern mates...Hope I didnt really scare them with my weird pitching and stuffs like that...lol..
f) Ben and Jerry, chocolate, Fondues have just flashed across my mind
g) Wish for an eternal long holiday
h) Need more money for shopping
randoms, nothing new and turning in soon.
Cutting hair plus celebrating hh's birthday tomorrow!~
Definitely one of his best songs!
Used to be neutral towards him, but my feelings took a turn after watching one particular bang bang tang show. Realised that he's quite cute afterall, so easily tickled. I like!
To my potential ktv khahis, pls master this song k?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLahCY_A71c
Feaking nice!!!!!!
ITs once again, the very rare login to this blog to sorta type something so as to keep it alive...
Sometimes I wonder whats the use of keeping the blog when Im already active in facebook. Then again, FB's more for pictures......words wise, I guess bloggie will do a better job...right?
Its ike.....5.48am now on monday morning, will be going to work in a couple of hours time. Can't believe I was awake the whole night, Im sure I'll be like a zombie to my intern frens later...Nvm, High chance I'll have company too...I know laura will be lack of sleep too..and kathy will be in her usual "forever tired" mode.........lol...Isn't it great? Can sleep together in office....Our batch of interns sure like to nua....
During the weekends. sorta spent some time reading the special publication about Michael Jackson from TIME and watched the memorial recorded by bf at his place...Gone too soon, couldn't agree more. One of my fav songs during my primary school days was written by him, "heal the world". Throughout all his songs, I feel that this is the song that his voice sounded best.
I saw my younger bro's msg on Facebook expressing himself cause of MJ's news...Kinda surprise in a way that a 16 years old could feel for MJ as well...I thought he's more of idol for my era and above kinda thing.
BF is like downloading and compiling his songs now...(opps...heck the piracy issue k?) I guess its common, people only realise the importance (or value in this case) when they lose it.
A youtube link of "heal the world": http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=beFTORlM6TU
I listened and watched like the first 20sec? (opps, cause I was like fb-ing and listening at the same time) But one of the commments said that its a heartbreaking vid, im sure its good, so yup, hence pasting the link.
Internship is ending coming Friday by the way...date me out!!!!!!!
Right! like as though theres anybody reading this. bye still!
刚听完Mayday的歌s.....我得妈呀。。。也太好听了吧？?
A-Xin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Super duper cute!!!
Tml having ktv with the Pri sch frens...
Next week having ktv with the poly frens..
What does that mean? Yes......That is more ppl gonna 听到my awful singing...
lol.......heck la...spread the 刹鸡spirit around!
and I've dyed my hair like few days ago, my mum cant stop complaining how ugly my hair is since then.......Its the boldest colour ever! but actually 还好啦...
I dunno what Im saying cause Im in a rush to cut my hair.Internship starting next monday, is this crazy or what?
View some of my fav's band vids here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9afHRjQuDc&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pkF2seL0yho
shuai shuai shuai shuai shuai shuai!!!!!!
shit, im sounding like HH.......lol
bye.
I wonder who still bother visiting this forsaken site....
If u're here, then Im afraid the first thing that u'll be reading is gonna be nothing but my complains!!!!!!!!!!!
Im feeling uber deppressed as of now...14th May 1.55pm.....For the first thing I woke up is to discover that the dresses I aimed online is out ot stock! I absolutely hate those skinny girls with fast fingers and extravagant spending habits..They're my rivals! Don't they need to save or something? Look at all the sites that sell clothings, the size that runs out first is always XS and S.....why?
I complained this to Xinyi before and she said something like...skinny girls are more confident and hence they'll buy more clothing for themselves...
sigh..I understand that..but I think merchants should do something about it like manufacturing more S sizes than any other sizes....
Im not skinny but Im definately small sized. so sian.
You have no idea how much I love this dress above..unfortunately S is outta stock...
And I've like ten over pieces that I like that were sold out as well..
Its major disturbing..
Its like 5.12am now and im still awake.....
I really wanna sleep!!! But I can't!!! Cause I haven't taken my bath....I know its lame, but im waiting for the clock to strike 6am before Im willing to take a shower, a time that I used to wake up and bathe during sec sch...
Did some slight work outs in the evening today.....My sweat has evaporated but im still wearing the same shirt..lol....Don't say im dirty ok....But because I was too caught up with the tv, followed by project research and online project meeting over the msn from 10 to 12am plus.
By the time Im all done with the project and surfing, its like 1.30am... but I was once again distracted by some funny vids on youtubes.....so i dragged till 2am...and I know I won't be able to convince myself to bathe anymore.....yes, i don't really dare to bathe in the wee hours...Its like so scary!!! argh~ I hate a certain movie I watched in the past...it left me a permanent phobia about "3am". I hate 3am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I waited...from 2am until now.....just to wait for a more comfortable timing for me to bathe...Its so lame, I can't stand myself....
And I can't stand my wild imagination. Its crazy, and I always have nightmares.
I think I used to be braver, its all due to the past horror movies that I watched that made me so paranoid now.
Anyway, talking about youtubes earlier on...I had quite a good laugh watching various vids...
I think this is quite cute: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I5ALIL7T764&NR=1
There are many others...try keyword:" bloopers" , and so I was laughing in the middle of the night that I woke my mum up.....lol...she came into the room and peep at what I was watching and she went "wa lao, I thought u were doing your school stuff?!?!?!".....
Highly recommended vids by me:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i9WmKre5O2I
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6QGHL-G_AA8
I dunno about you, but I find them hilarious.
15th feb, 6.07am
The lights in the toilet is on, lid of the toilet bowl is lifted, im preparing to run back into the toilet anytime. In fact I just walked out from it 5 mins ago, after successfully suppressing the nauseousness. I hate vomitting...Once I vomit, I'll tend to vomit more because seeing what I throw up always turns me off and hence the stronger urge to be a merlion....
The result of overeating from the past few days!!! Im having some serious indigestion. I hope im well enough to sing ktv, eat dinner and watch movie with the sec sch peeps later.
Talking about that, Im gonna youtube some vids before singing later. Will update some other time.
Happy V day to all!
Since as young as in my secondary school days, I already knew how much I wanna own a necklace from T&C. Their advertisements on magazines are ever that classy, ever that attractive, I knew I'll get it someday. But I was still so young, thus the desire faded and I never give much thoughts about it. Then in poly days, I've forgotten what spark off the desire again. Perhaps a conversation with friends or internet, I started wishing it'll be mine.
But I thought even if Im determined to save up for it, I should at least have some rough idea how much it cost. I certainly can't be saving Indefinitely. I was desperate to know!!!! lol...So I did a very stupid thing, that is to google for T&C's branch number in Ngee Ann City and rang them up.
I must be so bloody brave at that point of time. haha.
Ring ring.....and somebody picks up the call.
"Erm...Hello? Hi, hope you dont mind me enquiring, but I would like to know the price range of T&C necklaces." I asked noobly.
"Sorry what? price range? Erm.....For silver or white gold? We have many kinds"
I bet the person must be stunned to receive such strange phone call and hearing a kiddy voice.
"Erm..silver? I just need some rough ideas"
The person then quickly quote me a range and soon hang up.
I was jumping in joy after the call. I FELT Im a step nearer in getting it just by knowing the price..haha.
Apparently, the person anyhow quote 1 lo. Its only during the period when Im really serious in buying it (somewhere in 2007) then I realized how much it cost. Its way more than what I expected.
Cheat small girl's feelings.
My Bf knows how dying I was to buy it, because I always tell him, I'll give myself 1 year to raise the money. haha
Then (finally) during 2008's birthday, he told me he'll buy it for me! whee!
He told me, it'll be your this year's b day's, x-mas's and next yr's valentine's day present. I was like.."Wa lao...u think this is what? Nescafe 3-in-1 concept ar?" lol. But I know he dont mean it, cause he did buy many other stuffs for me during x-mas.
On the day of my birthday, he brought along a stack of cash and brought me in to the shop. I was freaking nervous. I know to many, its like "so what?". But it means a big deal to me, as its something that I've always wanted to have (yet can't bear to buy it myself).
Random: When I first stepped in, I notice that the security guard cum "door-opener" was wearing a prada belt.
We were the last customers in the shop that the sales associates chose to entertain. Sigh. They must be judging us based on our looks, age and clothes.-practical.
I was spoilt for choice. I was confused! I don't know which to choose!
After we came into a decision, the sales associate then pack them into the lengendary blue box. I decided to be brave once more and asked the SA if I could watch how they tie that tiny white ribbon. lol. I wanna learn it! so cute! Anyway, the receipt is so cool, it bears my name and address.
While the SA is doing her cashiering, I tried on a diamond ring that I thought was quite stylish. BF casually asked another SA how much it cost. To our horror, more than 5K. *gasp*
Its ok, Im happy with what I have.
I kept the necklace and charm mint in box from May to DEC, I didn't wanna wear it when I was still having my braces. I didn't even open the box nor undo the ribbon until the night before BF's bro's wedding.
The thing is, despite so many pictures from the wedding being uploaded, nobody took notice of it? u all hor....not friend enough sia....lol
Its like after having a nice haircut and yet nobody notice.
Nah, im just kidding =). Now, with 1 major wishlist item down, I shall work on the rest. haha...
If only...there's a pair of matching T&C earring to go with it. (I can almost hear bf screaming in the background)
No....Im not materialistic, im pretty thrifty...really.
First post of 2009! Shall start it with an image intensive entry!
You're about to see a series of photos taken during Lee Family's first wedding event. They were all taken after the dinner, at various pretty spots in the hotel.
The blue dress that I was wearing is kindly sponsored by the Lee Family, its a toga dress that I really like. Perhaps I could reuse it for NUS prom night 1.5 years later, that is provided if I could still fit into it! lol, its super fitting that I feel I needa take in less oxygen whenever I breathe so that the dress will remain as one piece at the end of the day.
I realized its the only wedding dinner I attended in 2008. In fact, its the first in the past 3 years.
So Im really excited and looking forward to it!
Me and BF's sister- Jolene. Yes, no need to remind me that she's taller than me despite being only 13 years old. lol. My my....When I first saw her, she was only 6 years old!!! How time flies. It suddenly dawned on me that Im really getting old. Should adopt lao pat's (My nus's friend; apprantly also the oldest friend I know..LOL) mentality- PRETEND to be young at heart.
The Lee siblings. They look cute together, like father and daughter! WAHAHA..Nah~!
They share many characteristics actually. I see some of Jolene's traits in Him, but I definately see MORE of Melvin's traits in her.
ME and the crazy shit. I knew he wants to strangle me for the longest time! Last day of 2008, I asked him a very random question. "If you were to accidentally hit me in the eye, will you be very happy?"
He shook his head while using laptop.
"No? Are you sure?" I asked in a very doubtful tone.
He turned and looked me in the eyes and said " I'll be DAMN HAPPY!"
Nuggets him. lol. And you know how we wave to each other to exchange greetings? We'll wave the third finger at each other hysterically. Thats our unique way of communicating. And he just can't STOP suaning me!
Last collage! Im running out of things to type. Maybe lets focus on his belly. I would always rub it and say "Fa Cai oh! Fa Cai oh!" then pretend looking for numbers to buy Toto. Then he would knock on my forehead and laugh at its kok-ness, saying im a luohan fish. He said people would describe others having the "X Factor". But he would describe me having the "K Factor" instead- the KOK factor. Lol.
okay, you can see Im crapping alot. Maybe Im tired so will just upload the rest of the pictures with minimum talking. They are sorta my fav ones.
Catch us if you can.
Pillow fight! whee! I like big hair!
I love this picture with Jolene. It has the rustic feel.
So shall take a picture alone.
Our best picture together that day, all prim and proper!
Late greetings good bloggie pal! Merry x-mas everyone!
So! my fav festive has slipped past *snap fingers* just like that....I wonder how did each and every of my friends spent theirs, mine was fab, with the companion of my bf and his sec sch friends!
We began our xmas eve with a sumptuous buffet feast for dinner at the bf's fav hotel-M Hotel. There were a total of 10 turn ups for the dinner and we all had fun eating and joking around the dinning table. Festive mood was lingering in the air and all of us felt so Christmasy. I was very much enjoying myself watching how the group of friends were suaning each other while I happily eating my durain dessert! Miao xin and Madeline sat the closest to us, and boy are they really funny people! Their jokes really made me laugh and sneeze at the same time. I remember somebody was concern about bf not eating enough that night and Miao xin reassured the person that he'll soon catch up with the eating by saying "你放心， 他的肚子不是假的". LOL. That really sent, even my toes, laughing. See la! Don't wanna exercise la ;D Its high time for gym.
Yea, I was sick that day and I totally hate being sick on important days like such.
No pictures were taken. Sick and lethargic I was due to medication has forgotten about photography. But I do have past dining pics taken at M Hotel.
*tada* DO NOT underestimate that yellowish mashy lump of thingy in the 2nd pic. Its pure durain paste and apparently their signature dish, its FREAKING NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love it so much, I would lick my bowl clean to ensure no residue was left. Lol. I love M Hotel, hope the RH girls could go there for dessert buffet one day.
After dinner we proceeded to KBOX at Marina Sqaure, which is merely a 10 minutes drive down. Before the ktv, bf told me that he DIE DIE also won't sing, and that he'll just listen to us or play cards. Well, initially things were like he said, he just sat and listened. But really wanna thank Averil for helping me to force this timid lamb to sing. lol (Im so gonna get scolded for calling him that).
This is the first time, after 8 years of knowing him, that I hear him sings. Well after hearing for the first time, I guess its still a better decision that he keeps his singing to himself. WAHAHAHA!
No la, im joking....I was really glad that he opened that golden mouth of his!
Because that really gives me hope of more KTV-ing sessions with him! *Blink fluttery eyes in high speed*
The ktv session lasted from 12am to 6am, and we sorta did count-down at the reception counter of kbox with some other patrons.
Throughout the singing, I try to be very careful not to let my voice break due to flu. My singing's horrible la, wondering why can't I be good at what I like?
His friends said I shocked my bf when I sang 草蜢's song. Well, hope my bf is THE only person I shocked. Lol. what! sing ktv should be high ma..right?
and Yong Kun's last song made me lol even when talking about it with my bf over the phone last night. I don't know why but I find it amusing when he sang that sad song that goes "爱那么痛，爱那么痛。。。" and honestly, he really sounded like he's in huge pain and looking very pain too. Its like..he's so absorbed by the song that he tires himself out and wants to give up singing half way.
LOL.
I can see that bf cherish his sec sch friends alot, so much that he sees himself celebrating xmas with them every year. Its good in a way, x mas is all about merry making, and that his friends are quite fun to be with. That really reminds me, where are my sec sch friends?!?!?!
Hello 4F peeps! Its time to gather-gather ya...I hope that we could go ktv in a big group too! Im sure it'll be lotsa fun! Thats my lil wish for now.
Oh, and total spending by him that night for the both of us is close to $200 (plus parking ). I do feel the pain for him ok, even though I admit its quite short-lived. Lol. and he'll go on doubting..."sure or not? You sure u can feel my pain?"
All in all, its a wonderful festive! Hope everybody enjoyed that night in their own way! And thank you to HIM for the sponsoring of EVERYTHING! Me appreciate deep deep k? lol. Now all that I hope is that valentine's present won't shrink because of that.
Have a wondrous year ahead! HUAT AR!
Its been awhile since I login to this familiar page, but im yet again having mental blocks about what to write.
Its 12.14pm and Im typing here with an empty stomach, so pardon my inability to sound excited even though xmas is just a few days from now.
Im trying to restrain myself from thinking too wide a scope to blog in this entry because I have other stuffs to do- like tv or back to where I stopped reading last night in the book I borrowed from bf's sister. The book is amazing, an awesome read indeed. Hint: Its movie adapation is now showing in cinema. Not hard to guess huh? Shall talk more about it next time.
ok, its puppy's time!
Still remember the bat-looking new born puppy? Its all grown up now, looking as adorable as her mother. She's twice the fun though as she's one hyperactive and naughty puppy. Thats certainly an understatement, u have to witness her mischief to believe.
Yup, this is how the puppy looks like. Exactly like her mum huh? I can't find any traces on her that tell she's mixed with a chiwawa. Look at the pair of innocent eyes and fat body, simply cute.
She's also known as the "toes-attacker", a nick given by bf. lol. She bites ANYTHING that falls within her range of sight and reach.
Believe me, she does it better than the fish spa.
And we are all vying for her attention. lol. You can see from her eyes that she's spoilt for choice. She must be thinking which foot looks more delicious.
Nope, fingers aren't spared. They look equally delicious to her.
And you have to seek for her permission before you can bathe, or she'll bite your shorts and refuse to let go.
Well, you have to ask for her approval before you can mop the floor too. lol. Naughty pompom, see kristy's angry already, beat beat!
She sleeps with her tongue half sticking out.
She don't mind spoon-feeding.
She wants to play peekaboo.
She gets emo when her hair is messy- she hates being mistaken as a poodle.
She fights with her parents despite being the smallest, its an unspoken norm that ALL toys belong to her. She's the queen, what do you expect?
She's everybody's little angel, is she yours yet?
10th dec 2.27am
ok, Im now in a super awkward position....Im blogging on the bed now with my body flat and back facing the ceiling....Im lazy to shift lappy back to table.....its good in a way, can sleep immediately after this ;)
Pardon my lag-gi-ness, but exams are finally over!~ boy....am i glad..... Im gonna stop thinking about school for the time being.....
I have so many pictures, I don't know where to start......
ok start from 30th Nov (Still in the midst of exams), BF bought me tickets to a play in Esplanade as a surprise gift! I love watching plays!!! This interest started of from a module I took in TP with Liting, ARTS APPRECIATION....side track alittle, its quite an interesting mod and I was exposed to arts of different centuries and their differences. My fav of all is theatre / performing arts! I remember doing pretty well for the first few assignments but wonder how I ended up with a C+ for that module...sianz
Anyway, the play that we watched is First Light. There were two mediacorp artists in the cast, one of them is the actress who act as Phua Chu Kang's mother in PCK Pte Ltd.
Picture that I secretly took during the play.
I really appreciate this surprise! It just goes to show how well he understands me =)
4th Dec aka last day of exams:
After the paper, Wendy and I went to Sakae Sushi for celebration! (Get to eat what the uni mates missed during our celeb) We went to the habourfront centre's branch and seriously, it sux big time. Why you may ask.
This is why:
1) No computers available for food ordering- sua ku
2) Super slow service, waited 20 mins or more for first plate- slow coach
3) The branch deliberately reduced the amt of plates on the conveyor belt during buffet time. Trust me, its pathetic, there were hardly ten plates on the belt. They only top-up the plates to the belt's full capacity during the ala-cart timing. JIAN.
4) Missing out on my orders! How could they!
Well, but all I need is a perfect companion to neutralize all the negativities. yea! so it was still...bearable. The two of us ate like 30 plates in 3 hours! lol....It was super funny when we start to count the no. of plates to determine whether we breakeven or made profit.
side track: I ate alm0st 3 plates of peas and used the empty shells and made a nice green x-mas tree....
so we spent like $35? but ate $68 worth of food! PROFIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahhahaha...super happy!
We then made a very impromptu decision to take monorail to Sentosa for a short walk while letting our digestive systems to take a break. I have bf's and my islander's card with me thus the trip was free! Then she treated me to sky and luge ride!
7th DEC, BF's bro's wedding
It's my first time attending a solemnization ceremony! Kinda touched by the vows taken. 
It was held at Grand Copthorne waterfront hotel and the function hall is really pretty! check out the gold candles and my individual vegetarian menu!
The bride's real gorgeous yea? Well, have to be that way right? People often say wedding day is also a girl's most beautiful day. Love the lace off shoulders in white gown, and diamond spagetti straps in the green (can't be seen here).
We definately took lotsa pics, shall upload when I got them. As for now, shall show some pics of my hairdo for that day. I took great pains in learning from a magazine. lol. Its 100% DIY-ed, so be more lenient in your critics k?
Concentrate on the hair and not the face k? I was having flu that day *sigh. Nonetheless, my theme for the night is still GLAM. ok, try-to-be-glam.....lol
Yup, quite alot of pics taken from almost the same angle. Almost, but they are different I emphasize. Honestly..........Im......kinda satisfied with my work. Given its done in a mere 30 mins.
So don't mind, I upload more pics k? lol...
erms. focus on the overall presentation of hair.
The only regret is that im....without any mascara or fake lases that night. Hello! Its important as I espcially reserve a special pair for this night, but I forgotten to buy the glue.
This is alot of updates, some for next time~! nights!
I think I just embarrassed myself.....
ok, can somebody just teach me the BASICS of using facebook? Its super complicated for newbie....
I signed up this account during the same shitty exam period....LAST YR...for the sake of the ru hua girls actually (so that I can view their profile...esp angela's..since she doesn't has a friendster account) But I completely leave the account as it is...no pics no nothing....
10 mins ago...I thought since my account is kinda expanding....I should maybe upload a pic or two to make my profile less pathetic looking...But I realized I do not know how....So I opened paul's profile to kinda learn....lol....
I managed to upload 2 pics (FINALLY)...but i kinda screwed it up for the 3rd pic and instead of posting up in my profile, i think i posted up the "wall" or something.........Damn...Im sooo afraid now that if any of my friends were to login, they will see my pic on the whatever wall thingy....
=(((((((((((((((((((( NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Teach me how to remove it! Its meant for my profile, not the stupid wall!!!!!!!
sigh....i give up. Im not gonna upload anymore. Its tad embarrassing.
--------I think I managed to delete that stupid pic----------------------
ok, Im cool now......lol....xia si wo le....I admit im noob o-kay? :D
Back to subject proper....
Anybody crave for yam? I had 2 humongous yam-look-alike blue blacks on my knees and abrasion wound on my hand after a bad fall 2 days ago....I dunno what tripped me or how I fell, but I just did. BF said its most probably Im the one who tripped myself....yes! Short legs do get entangled up at times ya? lol...
The real pain does't come from the injuries...but from the loud "POOM" crashing sound when my laptop landed hard on the floor... sad. Luckily I bought the laptop protective bag...my bro said the laptop bag was a good investment indeed since it has protected my laptop N times from all the accidents.
Heng man. Only 1 auntie witnessed my lang bei moment. It must have been an eye-opening / jaw-dropping moment for her seeing how I gracefully floated in the mid-air and landed 100 cm from where I took off...
Idiot man. I fell flat on the ground.....F-L-A-T.....I was so ps that I contemplated if I should just continue to act unconsciousness lying on the floor. lol. ahhh!!! -hides under blanket-
I secretly like to admire my blue black when nobody's at home....isn't it beautiful? (I know i sound sick) look at it! like some chinese black ink painting imprinted on my knee right?..And that sadistic bf of mine is sucha ass, kept ambushing me to press my blue-black! argh!!! He said its like a button to him...Very tempting to keep pressing. sick child....lol...
Luckily I wore jeans that day.
However this is nothing compared to the fall I had few years ago. I remembered blogging about that incident too, about the worst fall ever that took placed in poly. I must have flew more than 2 metres from where I tripped cause it happened when I was sprinting to school. The fall was so bad that I torn my pants and bleed profusely. The reason why I ran was because I was rushing to a class test. I dunno if its due to the bleeding or the shock that I feel nauseous and faintish after the fall.
I thought Im gonna faint in the canteen but luckily I heard a very familair voice calling my name. KELVIN KO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg...I grabbed on to him and cried. lol...At that time my pri sch fren was with him too...but i could't give two hoots about pride or my face anymore...
And so I was sobbing in class too. My tutor was very kind and asked me to go home and that he'll arrange a re-test especially for me =~) My tutor added that he'll do anything to help me....even if it means "bending backwards" to lend me a helping hand.
I'll always remember this incident and my tutor's kindness. And not forgetting his constant reminders of asking me to eat more bananas.
Mr Philps Seow from TP's marketing, teaching market research....Thank you! U're 1 of the two tutors that I would not forget.
The other 1 would be of cos be the ever suave Dr Tan....heez..(damn handsome, i bluff u not)
I think Im missing the poly days again. I* c********* t* p***, u** r***** s**** b** t***........
Digressing.
Can I talk about dramas? There's 1 that I watched few months ago on channel 56 and would like to recommend it (crunchyroll-able though)...
HANA KIMI- Jap Version
It's freaking nice and funny...1 of my fav jap dramas!!! I would skip my sleeping time and stay throughout the night just to watch this drama...
I could watch it over and over again. On Crunchyroll, on tv and even on repeat telecast.
I would even go to the extent of pausing at scenes that I like and whip out my hp to snap pics from my tv screen. 2nd collage is made up of pics taken directly from the tee vee. I love the hugging scene!!! I wish they would hug more.
I cannot find any reasons to not fall in love with this show. To add on, my current hp ringtone and sms tone are all songs from the show's soundtracks (bluetooth-ed from wendy ren yao)...
SANO, NAKATSU, ASHIYA....i love them all!
I have like a whole list of to-watch-dramas waiting for me...holiday, I need you now!
This will be the last entry before....
4th DEC, 4th dec, 4th dec, 4th dec .....cause its freedom's day =)
Chi pom pom is the new name for the pup, its sucha cute name dont ya think so? (Chi wawa cross with Pomeranian) Anyway, the pup is really super cute in real life... Updates about the pup:
I've like hundreds of the pup pics, but due to time constraint, I'll only post up pics of her yawning away.....Its super mega cute to me~!
Ready?
Go!
Yawn take 1:
Yawn take 2:
Yawn take 3:
Yawn take 4:
Yawn take 5:
About to yawn take 6:
About to yawn take 7:
wa piang...this is erms...yawn like a hippo take 8:
Seeing the pics makes me feel like yawning now too....Talk about contagious yawns...
I super love this series of pics....yawning, so cute! But Ren yao wendy says the pup looks like she's screaming away...say I'll be sued if these pics are sent to the animal abuse association or something..lol....but nope, nobody is abusing the pup...u can judge by the fats on it can't u? ;p
Last but not least, here comes the climax....
Opened eyes pic take 1!
Came faster than I expected....So baby Rico has successfully give birth to baby Rico Junior! She supposed to have 2 babies actually....but 1 didn't managed to survive =(
Still, Im elated to meet the newborn!
Rico and her Rico Junior ( Not sure of the newborn's name and gender yet)
In order to aid my photography process, Kristy seperated the new born from her mother by placing them 10 cm apart....However, whenever kristy does that, the newborn will automatically crawl back and return to her original position like picture 1 above. I wonder how the newborn manage to find its way since its eyes are still close.
Opps....very bad photography skills..damn....but u can roughly see Rico Junior's shut eyes and lil nostrils.....
Looks like a bat....lol.....But Im sure the newborn will be super cute in time to come....I can't wait for the newborn to open its eyes! 10 more days!!!!
And so Mr Bf has been RELATIVELY sweet...(yes, boys can't be praised..they'll either be big headed or stop being nice...HOR? =p)....He was out shopping with his family at vivo yet he didn't forget about his poor gf who has been using a broken comb for 3 weeks...Yes, Im that sentimental....I've been using that particular design of comb for 3.5 years? Everytime I break it, I'll go to the same shop and buy the same design as replacement.....This time round, he got me 2 new combs! Yea! Hope the new combs can last me till....year 2015?Project time now~!ciaoz.
3oth sept, 0042
HAO LEI AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wondering why Im blogging despite feeling so tired? Beats me too......
Maybe its like a habitual thingy to blog once before holiday and once after holiday......Recess break is over......damn sad.....(Frank, u're not the only 1 who keeps thinking why u're in this paper chase and going thru the turmoil)
So what have I done during this break? Nothing much eh......eat? sleep? and touched a lil' on project stuffs.....But I do remember I cried on last Monday......I kinda induce the tears myself cause just wanna let off steam.....
But it got a lil' outta control that I ji tao cry infront of kristy (bf's domestic helper) in his house...and cry again at my doorstep, infront of my mum.....
Its funny how bf anxiously wants to explain to kristy that he didn't bully me....He even said its me who bullied myself.....haha
But don't u think its healthy to cry periodically? Yea...I certainly think so.....
(Today's blogging style kinda like self Q&A)
Yesterday (the last day of holiday), bf and I went to........SWENSENS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yea man, 1 of my favvvvv restaurants! All thanks to ping for the voucher that she emailed to the RH gang! I wonder besides me, which RH went ahead for the offer as well? Aiya, don't care about the china milk thingy la.....got promotion, just chiong!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol...This is not cheapo ok...this is.....ERMS........FAITH? faith in AVA!!!!!!!!!!!!! yea man!
haha.....last time during SARS period, everybody avoided visiting the zoo.......thus the tix went half price........but, BF and I were the first to chiong there! haha...
Cheapo 二人组???? NO no no! Its CLEVER 小两口.....haha
aiya.....have faith k?
SWENSENS 1-for-1 ice cream promo!
So U think 4 people went for the dinner?
U're so wrong.......there's only 2 of us!!! SHI KONG BU DE LO! 2 people eating 4 shares of ice cream.......Don't look at me, its entirely his suggestion......that crazy shit.....wahahaha! This is extreme eating man.....
I just wanna tell him.."STOP FEEDING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
and he'll sure reply....."Don't pretend u don't like it...."
In less than an hour's time........See the beasts in us! horrible.......Im gonna stay away from swens for at least afew months....But I miss their US fries! how?
1 good news!!!!
Rico, the cutest pup ever is pregnant! I thought my ears were playing tricks on me when my bf's sister told me that.....I mean, how could such an innocent looking dog have done......sucha thing...
I was really shocked.
So I gullibly asked....."So who's the father?"
BF's maid said......"neh, Melvin lo......" (refering to my bf) and she lol non stop....
-_-
But that's indeed quite funny =)
"He" (chiwawa above) is then the father of the unborn puppies....and guess who's the idiot that paste that sticker on the chiwawa's head?
Horrible.....lol
Ain't this a long entry?
Today (1st day of sch after break) while xy and I were making our way to the busstop...@ the foyer, we saw this prominent black sheet of paper that's filled with msgs and drawings in chalk... Isn't it interesting? It's like a doodle corner for us!
XY wrote "selamat hari raya" and signed off with her "yi" in chinese...
I wanted to write the old fashion "曹玮恬...到此一游" but but!!! the "ci" I dunno how to write, so xy taught me......just when I thought there's no mistake in my chinese....then I realized.....EH!!!!! my "you" is written wrongly!!!!!!!
horrible......My chinese is damn cui now...and I signed off with my signature piggy drawing...
While uploading the pics, I realized I have lotsa lotsa old pics that I've never post/upload b4......
A look at my hair, u know the following are not new pics....
They are taken last year dec
It's coming a year since I've taken photos of myself....Yes, Im not confident...I think Im fugly with braces.....Till I feel better of myself, i wont be taking any pics....
I hate how i look.......photowhore no more.
more old pics in future entries i guess... till then, nights!~~
time check: 0200... Im insane.
Sunday, 10.17am.
七早八早 at 8.30am kanna awaken by my parents to eat my breakfast....I would exchange my bowl of mee rebus for an additional hour of sleep anytime.....
Suan le.... since Im already awake shall pen down yesterday's event that should particularly be of an interest to paul....
GB's 10th anniversary dinner....
我还记得...during my sec 1 school orientation....cousin pauline and I together with our mothers were in school buying our uniforms and books....It was that fateful day that we were approached by2 pretty girls (shuping and lier) to join their cca- The girls' brigade.
We were captivated by their sharing and hence I gave up my initial plan to join St john's (My mum used to be in st john's when she was of my age then) and joined GB.
可能是缘份吧...I've never once regretted joining......I could say, it's part of an important growing up phase in my life...I was a gb girl from 1999 to 2002....so its been 6 long years that I last seen the girls or joined in their singspiration/worship....
23rd August 2008,
My company is celebrating its 10th year anniversary. All batches of girls and officers of my coy were invited to a lavish celebration at 1 of the function rooms in downtown. The event by right should have started at 6pm....but opps....I was almost an hour late for the function.
I pia cab down ok...but $10 worth of cab fare is definitely worth it for such an important celebration.
Shuping's the first to greet me and handed me the door gift. A video they made that consists of pics from the past to present and a lucky draw tix.
The function room's quite grand looking and is filled with helium ballons!
And we have our singspiration session...Its been quite awhile since I sang Christian songs...
Some of the girls that were seated in table 9.
Look at the amt of food we have on the table. And I must thank the seniors and committee members for arranging such a wide spread of vegetarian food, really....Thank you!
The only worry I have is the huge amount of leftovers at the buffet line...Hope the food are not all thrown away....
(Cin, xuet, li hui, shu ling, cheryl, sufana, winnie, rou bin, qiu yue)
I've always thought Im in the pionner batch....but the video says otherwise....Im really the 3rd batch meh? But anyway, pic of the 3rd, 4th and 5th batch. The juniors have always been very creative when comes to posing for the camera....
see what I mean. lol...what a nice pic of the juniors.
Batch 4,5 and 6th juniors. I think I can only recognize 3 to 4 juniors from batch 6 outta the whole table of them. My bad. But they were only in sec 1 when I last saw them...女大18变.....All the kids are ladies now....
Somebody that u won't missed out during the event-janice. I think she's the best dressed! The theme of the dinner is retro and she totally fits the bill!
With senior lier. She's probably 1 of the most gentle senior around. 2 things that I would remember her of is firstly her gentle and kind nature and secondly, her beautiful handwriting. No kidding, her handwriting is wa lao eh......super nice can....If Im not wrong, before I take over as the in-charge of the gb's cca board...she was the one that's responsible for pinning up notices and announcements.....her handwriting rox big time....something like typewriter's kind of neatness.
Till I take over, the board....CUI ar....ugly like nobody's biz. lol
Why like that? Why can't my handwriting be something like hers? Why can't I write in straight line even with the help of a ruler?
(lier, cin, janice, shuping, xuet, qiu yue)
With my fav seniors-lier, janice, shuping. The seniors are always cute, pretty and crazy in my eyes. Janice and shuping are like ultra petite. If Im s size, they are XXXS size....They can pass off as sec sch girls anytime! U can't find traces of aging on them at all...还是很可爱..
Who would believe they are 2 years older than me?
My best GB khaki, xuet! We used to be in the same squad hence got to know each other better. Last time, xuet, paul and I used to gossip alot! anything also can gossip, anything also can use it to suan each other. We even went to Indonesia for EXPEDITION together, but ended up slacking together in the hotel room. wahhahahah... opps.
I miss camping with them.
Only half of batch 3 turned up for the event. Missing are Paul, Zhenyan and wei jing.
Nonetheless, I enjoyed myself throughout the event. It was very well planned..all thanks to the efforts by the committee members...It was a nostalgic night and brought back lotsa great memories...
The night couldn't have been more REWARDING....
Really xie xie for the $50 vouchers that I won in the lucky draw...So luckily I went right? wahaha.... Nah, kidding. But I must say that the prizes are super attractive la..Sony camera, Creative MP3, flyer's tix, movie tix, capital land vouchers! woohooo~!
For this entry, I especially went to search in my drawer for the 2 pocket calendars that I've safe kept for the past 6 years or so.
Year 2002's pocket calendar: 
Year 2003's pocket calendar:
Can spot where I am? I bet not...because I myself have a hard time spotting myself (esp for the 2003's calendar)
I'll end off with a cheer that we used to sing very often:
Boom boom boom boom
We are the girls from the girls' brigade
boom boom boom boom
crazy crazy as we all can be
boom boom boom boom
Hey, hey! look at us,
The one and only...the girls' brigade
ahh!!!!!!!
I've highlighted myself for easy identification.
GB rox.
Bought a new toy yesterday......Trust me, its super useful and cute~~
It's a retro-looking mic that can be plug into laptops/desktops and hifi sets!
screamz! I've always wanted a mic that I can slot it into my lappy...so that I can search for songs in ktv version in youtube and kinda....-shy- practise at home....Idea right? smart. 
Look at how mini the mic is! Now I can practise those new hito songs w/o spending money to buy karaoke discs! $)
I've always have a thing for retro/vintage stuffs...... The other day, Mr asshole and I went inside a random toys shop and I was very much attracted to this old phone thats beside the boss's lappy. I thought it might be just an antique thats "for show" only, but apparently, it works! Its the phone that the shop is using.....I was so thrilled that I requested for the boss's permission to try the phone....So I asked Mr asshole to get outta the shop and then I called his hp....I was freaking excited man! First time using an antique phone, so instead of pressing buttons to make a phone call, u have to turn that number wheel to dial.
The phone was manufactured in 1920s by Siemens (common hp brand now) and still working well, the conversation was as clear as a hp-to-hp conversation. So cool! I asked the boss to give me a quote for that lovely piece of antique....but sadly, its outta my budget range.....$300....Anybody think its worth it?
2 weeks ago during my last day of work, Mr bf brought me to dine at Goodwood park hotel as a surprise celebration for me...At first I thought that sneaky ass gonna bring me to either ride the flyer or play Wii at orchard when he's heading to the city area....But I was wrong, it was durain dessert buffet that was waiting for us! Its a must-dine place for hardcore durain lovers! See those durain puffs above? The best way to savour them is the Oreo cookies' method! Dump the tasteless puff aside and eat the durain fillings thats in between.
My god. Im craving for durain again!
The pups are maturing faster than I thought....So she had her first menses the other day....The diaper is so cute right?
kawaii!
And for this entry, Mr bf and Mr asshole are used interchangeably...No doubt both nicks are referring to the same person, but I still think that the latter is more apt.
Im so dead XD ....
Sun, 2.12am
Im feeling so bloody sad that I feel like crying......ok, maybe not exactly crying....but maybe screaming and swearing....
My 3 mths holiday has officially ended 2 hours ago.....I feel that I have not slept enough, played enough, spent enough, earned enough, enjoyed enough, shopped enough and relaxed enough......
Bf said that he would always look forward to sch reopen during hols and said that Im being too pessimistic towards school life.
I guess that is post-holiday-withdrawal-depression symptoms...
I've been experiencing these symptoms repeatedly ever since primary school....
To make matters really worse is this sem's bidding's results....Really make me pek cek dao~~~~~~It was so hard to bid for the mods I wanted....I've been bidding from round 1A all the way to 2B only to secure 4 cores.....and not to mention spending 750points to bid for a yr4 mod that my friends spent 1 point securing.
Sad. I wish I could blame the clerk thats working for my sch directly....because she has been really unhelpful when I needed her assistance the most.
So I will have to con't my bidding tomorrow at round 3A in order to get 5 mods....
sickening ass......
Give me back my points..
And this holiday I've been ultra thrifty....So no new bags or (much) new clothes for the new sem....
Just 3 new pairs of footwears....But Im just as broke because of braces...
I hope the plan of going to bangkok can be realized during the Dec hols....That would mean I needa start saving early......Then again, how can I resist all the temptations I see online/ at the shopping centres from now till Dec?
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